Bid Adieu

I suddenly realised over the last few days that I find it so hard to tell someone bye when it seems to me (and them) like the last time im goign to tell them bye in my life!! I now remember the days ( 10-12 yrs ago ) when we used to go and leave durbi at the airport. It was then that I used to cry the most. but now things are different. I guess as you grow older and more mature , a bye here becomes easier to handle. That then was comparitvely easier than the task im faced with today. Having to tell every one you haven known ( and loved to be with ) for all your life ; bye at one go is very hard. Even harder is me not breaking down along with them. I guess when all the excitement and sadness die down .. memmories are all that remain and having to remember people in tears for the next soo many years is a sad prospect ...